Smallgirl

2011-07-08T08:55:00.000-07:00

hello . like finally it's been months and months i have not updated this blog and now i feel like updating it and i guess it's going to be a hell lots of things to write up and i know people rare uses blogs anymore and i knew nobody going to read this but let's just say i made this as my online diary (:

so , i'm in love with korean stuff . i have lots of fun shopping for them . it's like stress free execpt that my money are going down . decrease much . hee . but i got the diary , dvds , ruler , pen and all sort of things , just with my favourites guy face . Yes , khj ! :D

naughty kiss and F4 was a hell of fun , should watch . i had watch it for like 3 times already . that doesn't include the special edition at youtube . next will be , my girlfriend is gumiho and personal taste . My oppa had asked me to watch secret garden but i'm not sure wheather to watch it or not . but currently not yet laa . my money is decreasing . i need to save up . and yes , few more days to birthday . super duper happy about that .

next , about namja chingu . i'm having a hard time about it , maybe . maybe now .

i don't know wheather i'm suppose to say it or not . but like , okay whatever . i should stop here .

Takecare lovelies ! love yaaa :D

saranghae baby ! <3<3<3

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2011-05-03T02:44:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything <3 http://formspring.me/smallgirlain

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2011-04-09T10:24:00.001-07:00

Ask me , come come come !

2011-04-02T11:59:00.000-07:00

i thought of changing style to curls but some of them prefer me with straight , so which is better , give me opinion please , tell me in any ways you can alright? i seriously need some opinion about this . listening to ppl opinion sometimes is a better way . heehee (: i love the way i am now , so anyone who is trying to pull it down , go ahead , cause i dont bother , i am matured enough to let it go .

i could say girlfriends aint like girlfriend anymore but i accepted it . atleast i got eusofia and milly . well , they're my pillar of strength right now . thanks babys (: the rest who is apart , its okay , i'm okay with it as long as it 's okay with you guys . people keep saying that i am 14 or 15 and do not believe i'm 17 this year , trust me , i was born on 1994 laaaaaaaa! alamak shit or what you guys . hahaha . and i'm fucking serious that i 'm not schling right now . so better believe me.

okay bye , thanks for still reading and tag !

love you babies , xoxo .

2011-02-24T11:24:00.000-08:00

i tried , i tried .

but it was never successful . i dont know wether i made

the right thing but hell yeah , i want everything

to end , i want a happy ending eventhough

i know only fairytales ends with happy ending (';

i want you to be happy . be happy without me .

be happy without me hurting you .

but at the same time ,i want to be happy too ,

just like you wanted too )':

hello , this is the picture i've been keeping

and i bet , you've never saw this before right?

i'm sweet , thank you! hahaha :D

combination of 2010's pictures . i've keep my promises ,
i did upload them (:

love is never about finding the hand that perfectly fits yours . its about finding that one person who is willing to hold hands no matter how unfit it may be . explaining why i love you is like explaining the taste of water . just simply impossible .

i want everything to end , i want my happiness . i want my smile . i just wants everything . i want someone .. who could understand me ;/

hugs&kisses , smallgirl (:

2011-02-22T21:37:00.000-08:00

The question that being left unanswered (:

cute , like smallgirl and smallboy :D

2011-02-19T05:46:00.000-08:00

my blog is dead and i'm super upset .
i love you ... but ..
*sigh .
Dont make me feel bad please , thank you .

2011-01-30T09:04:00.000-08:00

I achieve what i want .
I get what i desire .
Define me .
Love me .
I speak fluent sarcasm .
I'mma daddy's princess .
Sounds bad, hell yeah (:

You make me shocked , my dear .
I'm just not ready at all , yet .
And maggots , you're always my piority .
Everyone comes after you (:

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2011-01-26T23:55:00.003-08:00

Ask me anything <3 http://formspring.me/smallgirlain

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2011-01-26T23:55:00.001-08:00

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2011-01-26T10:03:00.000-08:00

Hellohello. Like finally i update. I got no time and i was not in good condition lately. I felt so despondet . Therefore, i wont be that active here for the time being. As for tag board, who is yana and passerby? Give me some info yeah ? (: thank you . See you people around. I love my baby maggot .

2010-12-27T01:09:00.000-08:00

i miss my holiday moments . yok pergggyyyyy . i'm so sacred for result .
everyone so busy with work . its so boring sehhh . moreover even friends busy working .
only me working some days . pffffft . very annoying !

sometimes i pity babies who have the hard life . moreover when the parents is in fault .
how i wish she had a different life . i'm lazy to update . now update private bloggy .
heeee . xoxo babies!

2010-12-24T06:01:00.000-08:00

i look thin here . aww , did someone still wear this tee?

how short i am. pfffft . c'mon , grow quick!

my sister , who make my day!

nak hershey punya bantal please!

went to sentosa with sister on 23rd december 2010 . it was a last minute plan . we planned to go somewhere else with eusofia too . suppose girls outing . but they cant make it so me and sister only went . then we head to vivo . i was late when i meet her . okay sorrry , da mcm biasa gitu kn mesti lambat . haha! meet someone to pass stuff then off to buy some snack before taking the monorail. then we went to all places . and yes , with what we wear that day . haha . eventhough its just the two of us , it was keoh . full of epic moments! then we head to the beach . to seat and gossip while catch up things . we had missed alot ! then head to resort world . she turn crazy at candylicious! purposely tuuuuuu smallgirl~ then we bought candies , chocolate and stuff . she was sweeeeeet! she wanted to buy for her boyf ~ . awwww , too bad i dont own one! hahahaha ^^

yesterday was a blast . very long time since i meet the guys . rindddddu sangat! heeees ^^ chill chill at our normal place while waiting for some of them to finish their party . enjoy kat dalam sampai lupe kita kat luar . merane . tapi okayyyy , enjoy laughing! in the morning grab some food and headed homeeeeeeee ~

now macam org giler one day at home because too lazy to go out . heh! my smiling person is not here yet so i'm like crazy talking alone ^^ i somehow miss school . i miss the time we keep hanging out with friends . now most of them is working while me , merayap sane sini tk tentu pasal. and now result coming out real soon . sumpah tengah takot rabak! wish me luck people!

that thing on my tagboard is driving me crazy . stop it okay? i wont entertain . if it's really important , then tag me about it alright . dont create nuisance kay?

tomoro going to costa sands! yey ! chalet time . bbq time . me lovin it . seeee you guys .

xoxo ^^

2010-12-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

Hey , using mobile to update here. Everything is fine right now except the stomach pain i have today that happened monthly . Went to snow city yesterday . It was awesome. Eventhough it's small , i still had fun! Take 2 picture home and slide was the most interesthing we did there. So today i went to westmall and vivo . And sure it was a bad day . We had to go everywhere to buy my stuff. Now.. See you.

2010-12-15T21:35:00.000-08:00

your presence made a change in my life .
but despite all this changes , we dont realise .
we dont realise we force into it .
and you know what ?
those stuff , hurts me pretty bad .
if this is how it seems to be , let's just pounder on it for a moment .
cause i dont want to make the biggest mistake of my life .
time to cut the hair ~ i hate spilt ends ~
yeahyeahyeah , i need to shop please ~

2010-12-12T09:20:00.000-08:00

i'm lovin flower very muchhh now (:

can i get back to the past which less mistake and less problem comes up in me? i'm getting irritated with all the comments and people judgement that i change. well , maybe i dont deny that i change cause i thought too i change . but that's life . tell me , which person doesnt change at all . and that why , i prefer to keep everything to myself cause that's the only place where who can judge me is myself .

i keep thinking back that i made a mistake right now . i dont know about that , i dont know if i really made a mistake right now . and i dont know if whatever happening right now is a mistake from me . i need someone to hear and understand my that i want the best for everything and i dont want it to turn out this way . this is never what i want .

no relationship is perfect , ever. there are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise , to give sumthing up in order to gain something greater .

i guess i take thing to fast and too high . i'm sorry .

and now how people know about my ex that people are not suppose to know ? that's very curious . very much curious? damn it. forget it . rumours always around.

i'm lovin my sat night . spend almost i dont know how long . its been long time since i enjoy that much. in the morning , not really morning , semua siap very the lambat . meeet girlfriend at 11 head to bukit batok . that where i felt super akward , i dont why and i looked at girlfriend and went quiet. then after that went to vivo and eat , yummy yummy . we spend i dont know how long eating and talking then meet aim . went out to do their busniess. then after that i told them i got to go since i 'm heading to town to meet sister . so went to orchard , meet sister and catch things up . it was prettty nice day yknow . when you get to meet your sister , it used to be the time i always meet her up . went all 3 place to eat and tell you what , it was fully and my sister very very hungry after work , kesian tau! so from ion we window shop , to far east , to tangs and to marina square . after that catch movie . that princess movie is super nice ! thanks youuuuuuuuuu! after that accompanied her to find her bag bags ! after that head to .... what's the place name , i forget . then head to somerset and meet this 3 funny guys and soccer guys :D

they talked talked at cineleisure after that head to tangs to seat there . so hear their conversation and they were friendly . but afterall , i had difficulty to talk to new people who i meet . around 11 head to the train and i saw prada ~

after that took the train with them . get down the train at boon lay and saw aman and his friends . i didnt go since , okay i'm so avoiding people . goodgirl nak go home . 12 mid alright (: finally reach home around 12 plus and my legs was prettty pain!

i'm lovin my sat night , veryvery (:

iloveyou ~

I had enough , please.

2010-12-09T08:37:00.000-08:00

when i was bored and wanted to update , fb kecoh la pulak.
and now i'm totally shocked with myself . yeah serve me right .
but i think i made the right step right for now ?
wanted to refrain from hurting poeple but now i'm hurting more people.
i dont want to be control that much . i want my life . yes , love control
everything but can i have my own time , sometimes? its a burden for me .
and honestly , right now i feel so stress up with all this status thingy .
yes , i am into it but right now , it doesnt seems to work,
and for whoever you are , stop saying i'm changing . yeah , i change
the way i dress the way i did my make ups , but what ? does it affect
your life? no right? so why be nuisance in my life ? get the hell out of me .
with who i went out , it does make a diff to you ah ? and rimas la kau
tanya aku chat ngn sape semua . jumpa pon tk kan ? so stop being irritating
please. stalker tau tk ? tk kenal , irrit org rbk2. tk layan , making irritating .
no use to force .
this week and next week , dont make any plans with me please ,
i just want to place my butt at home and ease my mind . i dont want
to be in contact with anybody . i had enough of everything.
you're my fireworks and i want you to know tht .
fireworks who is there for me . lite my life .
think before you said sumthing cause its may hurt me too without
you knowing it .
wanted to refrain from breaking a heart ,
but it seems that more than a heart is broken now.

2010-12-07T04:20:00.000-08:00

Hellohello. Im updating using fone today so bear with the font alright. Hmm. Yeah, time is so thigh this few days . Been working damn it since more works comes up . I didnt knw this work give me stress . Bru nak keje chill2 skali yeah, it cracks my brain. Told mama i wanna quit. Haha. She told me takmo paitao gitu je. Wait till jan . Hee. Okay la tu . Work until jan. Then start to enjoy until result comes out . Pfft . Im not looking forward for result. *sigh. Im hoping my aim reachreach. Hees. Amin. Hmm, yeah, maybe im being selfish towards you but i have a reason for being like this . You seems not to understanding me at all . Im sorry. Good luck with ur life then i dont want to disturb anymore. Takecare lovelies .

2010-12-02T02:11:00.000-08:00

i will be not active here . anything can leave me a tag here .
i will look and reply as soon as i can .
work's giving me pressure now . okay patient smallgirl .
gonnna end work soon . see you lovelies soon .
oh yeah , i miss you , if you're reading this (:

2010-11-21T08:23:00.000-08:00

i miss my girls .

i need to go out with you girls again to avoid thinking

about everythings . and this backbone is making problem .

its just so painful , ouch .

i need my pillar , please .

i miss you so much but i just ..

mungkin kita kan berveza haluan,

berakhirnya cerita percintaan .

i need to buy stuff , yok shopp .

i need my nail polish , eyelashes, hairband , earings (:
i nak go candylicious lagi , sape nak teman? (((:
1st week of december kita go sentosa okay lovelies? :D
now you girls punya plan to go swimming tak boleh la .
i have to cancel it :D

inilah aku apa adanya ,
yang ingin membuatmu bahagia ,
maafkan bla ku tk sempurna ,
sesempurna cintaku padamu.

ini cintaku apa adanya ,

yang ingin selalu disampingmu .

ku tahu semua tiada yang sempurna.

untuk apa kita membuang -buang waktu ,

dengan kata kata perpisahan.

i just wish everything was like this . but i'm sorry .

i know it hurts you .

now i had no mood to update.bye.

2010-11-20T11:08:00.000-08:00

should i cut my hair ? but its holidayy ,

but its kinda irritating , so how? :D

i need new long fake eyelashes soon.

the people who was behind my back all this time ,
wether with good words or bad .
i still appreciate.
not really sure ,
i need my ray ban back please!!

eusofia
the irritating bitches who loves calling me bitch.

yuri amel

whenever i'm down .

our birthday girl

i was bored and so i edited those picture while watching liverpool games vs westham . haha.

okayy , i thought that guy was stupid cause he keep failing to score eventhough he got almost all the chance to score . stupid eh ? but well , i dont know why i watch soccer today . but it was worth it becos the score was 3-0 :D

now i'm only the one who is one asleep while everyone is dead on bed bcos of too tired walking around sentosa today . now i have nowhere to sleep bcos kak shila is sleeping in my room and on my princess bed . so how ? pandai2 la selit nanti eh :D semua tido per sampai tkde org online? haha , bored nie :D

sentosa was awesome . USS was totally cool . spend almost 25 bucks on candylicious . but yeahh , it is worth it for ME . jelly bean , m&m and also woohoo sumthing suprise . papa says i'm crazy because i spend almost 45 minutes in the candy shop . walk around , took random pictures . yeah , it was coool . after that go eat . the burger was very very huge . big macd cant fight with it . and now i'm totally full . first time not eating at 2 am in the morning . it must mean tht the food totalllly full!

i just dont know why we keep on arguing . and i had enough of it . i just dont know what else to say . i just couldnt understand it and if you think leaving was the best way then leave . cause i guess , nothing else could change . i'm tired , tired of thinking tht i cant make it anymore .

i want someone who understand me , who wants to love me.

not about sumthing else .

niteynitey !

time to rest at home and going out again next week .

totally pack weeks . xoxo lovelies!

2010-11-18T11:36:00.000-08:00

where is my eyes :D

my day out was fun!

let's write a proper one here alright (:

for once , i'm being not lazy . had a great day with my ladies today .

eventhought they suffer to walk with me . and of course ,

enetertain my tantrum . but i was a good girl today :D

due date was awesome , watch it . i know we are late but we seat the 2nd row

okay , that bad but nevermind , we had fun alot ! :D

what's the sweetest thing , i share cardigan with eusofia inside the cinema .

biasa je laaa kita solo today :D

and like of course , i need to meet my heartbeats .

i hate the fact , very much . haaaaa .

actualllllly , i cant say it here laa . this is bad .

you're just not used to me .

you're just not compatible with me .

you're just ....

just not mine .

but well , kangroo is much love .

i want something that hophop like milky :D

2010-11-18T11:31:00.000-08:00

for you , the one one i tried to upload at fb but couldnt make it .
it pissed me off preety bad now . haha .
omg , cepatnyer aku mengamok , unbelieveable siaaaa .
grrrrr ~
read them and put in ur mind .
cause you knew it .

my 3 words , stick to your heearts .
no matter what , baby .

2010-11-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

busybusy!

2010-11-01T09:34:00.000-07:00

i'm just confused . wont be active here for now .

takecare lovelies .

2010-10-27T14:05:00.000-07:00

i just want you to know .
understand what i mean .
get it right baby.
sorry.

2010-10-22T12:39:00.000-07:00

i'm changing for better and i aint the girl who you wish i'm still the same .
i'm sorry , i cant go on anymore . cause i have to be honest with myself that
i found someone who means more to me , i'm sorry , your my past . i'm
with my presence right now . stop worrying about me . i'm fine .

stop pasting it with lies cause my heart cant take it anymore.
past it with honesty baby , cause it will melt all the anger and
ego in me . cause you know , i love you.
i need your trust but you throw it away . so now am i suppose
to throw my trust for you ?
thanks for everything babe , i appreciate our friendship very much .
dont blame yourself for advising me . cause every single of ur advise
works for me babe . it doesnt matter wether it is right or wrong .
cause i sees the concern in your words (:

i miss my triangle babies . and babes , thanks alot for being there , always for me .
right from the start . wether its for good or bad things (: im sorry in between our
friendship , we had some argument here and there but hell yeah , those argument
makes us strong . real strong now . i love you girls . all the best for your o's alright?
will have an outing after o's okay ? and girls , thank you very much for the support .
i appreciate every single things you girls did for me and yes , i am glad i found my true
friendship , which is you guys (:

This includes this small little girls here , eusofia . thanks for everything you did for me ,
advising me and stuff . and stop being a CSI okay? stop investigating . you pain in the ass,
if you finish my stuff , i'm gonna smack ur but ! haha :D i appreciate every little things that
you did . either finding fault with me or on good stuff . cause you know , even the find fault makes know each other better and appreciate our friendship . thanks !
yuri amel , like i said at the above , i'm thankfull enough (:
for my sister , same goes to you alright .
and for you girls , i have a small token , wait for them alright ?
i'm looking forward for 18 nov , for out special outing and i cant wait .
enjoy on that freaking day okay girls ? excluding sister since she got a date on prom night .
wah , prom night eh? haha ! nevermind , kita pon prom night okay girls? prom night at town!
:DDDD see you girls ,
much loves(:

2010-10-17T10:11:00.000-07:00

balek singapore jek da ader bad news . boring tau tk ?
one prob to one prob . but well ,an enjoyable night .
a tiring day (: but told you this hotel spa seriously no good,
i prefer my novotel spa okay ? superb i tell you .
but well , here is cheap and this is what you get (:
they crack my bone , seram oi :D
everything spend day was freeeeeeeee , 3 brothers , apa guna kan :D

i was scared to drink this at first , da rase sedap plak :D
it was awesome hot there ,wethear dier , tk ble tahan oi .
singapore aleast tk panas sangat seh . grrrr, boleh terbakar .
most of the time i was left alone at hotel becauseeeeee ,
i dont want to walk under the hot sun . soooooo,
i stay at hotel and do all kind of nonsense stuff wither alone
or with kak sheila :D
i need cab to go all the place if not , get ready terbakar kay ? :D
tandas nya mana satu ? tandas? hahaha ! :D
will be taking abg's new car tomoro morning! awesome per .
i likey like sehhhhh :D black black black . 3 cars already black .
pffffft !
wed having girlfriends time . yay!
we meet in the morning okay girls ,
as planned . betttter get all ready ,
i'm excited .
now i'm tired . too much stuff in my brain .
see ya girls soon . love you:D

2010-10-15T04:00:00.000-07:00

you broke my heart , simply just like that .

i'm doubting you , what can you say to me ?

if you want me to trust you , gain back my trust ,

cause you make it fades in me .

i'm sorry ,

2010-10-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

i miss you , where are you ? ):

2010-10-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

i'm keeping today's post as simple as i can (:
i have been skipping sch for a few days already and i'm very lazy to
even go to sch so yeah , i thought of skipping sch again tomoro ,
even mama said " last day kn? tk pyh pergi la "
but yeah , i need to collect report slip and also its the last day .
but i guess , i'm not going ^_^
what's making me a great day today ? cause i'm back to normal with
janney (: sisterlove , yeah . this time is a really okay moment .
i'm graduating soon , so i doesnt want any misunderstanding happen
between me and her . so yeah , i'm sorry for the past . no more fights .
now , i support with whatever deicison in your mind (:
i'm having super duper great life now , so i dont wish any people to
interupt . yeah , i am putting my personal life as a secret and yes ,
i doesnt want people to know who is my other half . either i have it or not ,
do not ask who is the smallboy , please (:
i'm living my life to the fullest and this is me ^_^
will be out of singapore this weekend , so yeah .
see you girls next week ((:

cause you're one in a million

2010-10-13T12:24:00.000-07:00

you're one in a million and that's the fact . facing every bit of problem right now
and seriously its not helping at all . sumpah aku cakap aku tk kesah :D
go ahead if you want to , kau sape jek ngn aku aku nak kesah sangat , btol tk ?
i mean , i wish you guys the best for whatever gonna come up with ya (:
i got mine and you got yours, everything was history and i'm letting it go :D
conflicts with babyg , tk suka ah . but well , you guys needs to understand with
each other okay ? we are graduating and i dont want to graduate without you girls
by my side . that our promise . my 3 little ladies are the best alright (: lets pick a date :D
please stop asking me this , " smallgirl , are you attached or single ?"
i'm living my life to the fullest and i'm keeping my personal life as a secret for now .
so whatever stuff that i am not answering , just let it go and dont ask me anymore , will you?
there will be no reason why i did not tell you because i want my life to be as simple as before.
and please dont assume who i am with right now or who i have patched back because you
dont know anything and i dont like people to assume they know me (:
i'm not someone who you can know me overnight because i'm always hard to understand .
so dont go around telling people you know every bit about me cause you dont.
tkmo mengepo and carik info apa jadi dlm hidop aku pasal aku tk pernah nak tau pasal kau .
whatever had happen is always the past and history of life . which make you realise the real
meaning of life . so let it go and move ahead .
'o' level coming tapi i tak abes lagi revision . this is killing me .
pleasssssssse , be nice with me , brain . i need you to remember everything from
sec 1 to 4 , serve you right for not paying attention in class.
okay da bye.
now i nak sleeep cause i nak bangun siang (:
byeeeee , no sch tomoro ,
iloveyou , little sweetheart

2010-10-13T01:48:00.000-07:00

skip my life today with the dislike people , anw , nothing much for sch ,
graduation soon and so fri is the only day i'm gonna entertain those stupid
people . fri come sch , take stuff , and yesyesyes , last day of sch ! :DD
to whoever it may concern , i dont even care laa , i mean , do i say ?
no right , you know who you are , i dont need to list down the names (:
life getting more unexpected and i'm so bored whenever you're away for work.
nothing much to do because you're the only one who fills my day , what you
expect me to do when you're away ? nevermind , i'm filling my weekends with
SPA. i'm gonna be damn relexing there ^_^
eusofia sleeping , tido aje kau tau . boring dohh aku nie ^_^
kacau kau lepas nie :DDD
takecare baby!

2010-10-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

i nak i punya sweets & popeye , i craving .
and i'm going next week . someone must bring me , pleaseeeeee
i want to go with smallboy ! :D
okay bye , night class everyday so no time to update.
bye , :D

2010-10-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna start counting numbers starting tomoro , this is miserable yknow .
come back pretty soon okay L . everything's changing but i promise , it will
be better , way better . ly :D

2010-09-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

Hello. Im just updating on what im suppose to update on and what makes my mood go down the drain. Im not being pathetic here and im just stating the facts . So if you terase or whatever , that's your problem aye? First and for all , those things were not suppose to be there and i hardly read hers/his . Actually i dont even knw what's hes/his evesince this yeah . Literally its nt my fault alone. Do you get the facts right beford you say anyting? Not right. Why only now you talked abt it? Its the little girl that ur man is aftering . So where the lies started on? There's more to write to compare but they insist not to. Im not ego . Mirrior urself before you said or do sumt?n,

2010-09-26T01:42:00.000-07:00

i still look short with him eventhough i wear heels . mane aci ! :D
but nevermind , i knew i'm much more taller yesterday . ehehehe :D
nyetnyet , yesterday was fun eventhough there's part who makes me damn
pissed off . stupid ah , perangai like small kids siaaaa , grow up okay? :D
nextttttt , i was around around until suddenly sister and brother have
argument , i dont like it . solve it soon okay ? that the most i can help already .
i cant help more ,i dont want you guys to say i'm interfering
your guys punya relationship (: solve it soon kayyyyy .
and i was happy because i met love after that , geeeeheeee .
and you blue people , please eh , not tupai , thank you ^^

plain truth and i'm wondering if its the right thing .
i'm just way confused and my feelings are all mixed up , thanks .

2010-09-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hello hello dusty rusty blog (;
its been weeks since i last update and its seems alot of things happen during that week. those misunderstanding, my happy moment and of course, i smell jealousy (:
first and for most, im not ego and im still listening to your story of ur part. explain me what went wrong . i do hope to talk to you real soon aye ^^
and you, now i think i know ur motive . she 's the reason isnt it? pathetic seh -.- i hate the way you lied . terus terang jek kan tak salah. but who cares, im so over it (:
and you, sorry for things that happens and i hope you understand.

Yesyesyes, for the 2nd time, my hair is papan again . so does gf and sister (: soul sister la sape ckp? haha.
went out on wed and i thought devil was great and it was horrible. mampos,boring. dlm lift all the way,aku pon ble buat movie. bodoh sungguh ! but well, since i went with my love, i dont regret (:
so much news have been reaching my ears, tak suka,tak suke ! dier i punya seh ! ): screw up . okay done . till i got time,ily<3

cause you meant everything♥

2010-09-12T09:29:00.000-07:00

i know everything gonna be okay .

and this is what i'm gonna promise to myself ,

stay calm .

ily&imy

i dont understand your motive and i dont understand your intention .

but no worries , i'm okay being out of ur life .

of even in any cyber website cause who cares .

i aint gonna disturb your life .

and you dont disturb mine .

i'm enjoying myself and i want to shop .

preeeeeety please baby (:

2010-09-10T12:28:00.000-07:00

i suka today because i got money to go shopping .
i tk suka today because i argue with you .
ahhhhhh , sunggguh menyedihkan .
i sayang the guy on top tu ((:
boyf baru i . okay bye.

2010-09-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

when that time gonna come , i dont think so (:

ya it is strange and its freaking strange .

and yeah , it meant the world to smallgirl world :D

2010-09-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

brother promise me this and i get it . heeheeheee .

still got a little blur around la eh :D

and he owe me a whole day to be my shopping buddy .

better be , i'm gonna disturb you till i got what i want .

1 week holiday , literally not holiday cause i have to study .

what a bore but still i got few days to shop .

and i knew when i said shopping , mama would agree .

before someone else will say sumthing , i am better off shopping

with mama , no fighting . i am sure you will feel better if i'm out

with mama and not someone else . okay love you .

bye :D

2010-09-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

hello, im currently with my two babygirls ,. should be heading home since each one of them is having problem,. girls , cheerm up okay , if you guys need somebody, you could talk to me , i will be there for you guys , i had a great time with my girls eventhough all doesnt have the mood to breakfast ooutside , breakfast outside seh *you girls pahampaham2 ah eh * pewlims was havoc for me as i dont remember a single peribahase , baek seh , grrrr . but milly save my life , thanks alot milly ! now i need to really study for my next paper , the environment was super duper seram and i like because i seat at the back row , funfunfunn ! eusofia: dont be upset aye gf ? atleast you know whts going on and it will make you realise the things you dont realise all thhis while . dont give up and try to win it back , you have my support as well as syara , we will always be there for you . mcm rosham kate tadi , its just a testmfor you . nothiing stays all the way happpy . ape2 picit saye okay , it feels like sec 1 right now and i like it , dont think to much my dear gf okay ? syarafina: hello my dear sister , i didnt know that you are having hard timee with personal life right now and im sorry if i wasnt there , but if you really need someone , you know ur princess will be there kan ?*wink . we will have a quality time soon and you can share everything okay ? i will be a good listner just like you . to see you guys so sad liike this , i tk suka la seh , you have always been there for me whenever i need someone so now . to be continued at home. (:

2010-08-30T10:23:00.000-07:00

how slack was i today when i went vivo ?

grrrrr , i was just lazy to even dress up and i thought ,

just vivo but grr , alot of people :D

i guess i wont be updating this blog for a moment .

i dislike what's happening , so lets get everything settle

before i keep updating soon .

anw , i will be busy with prelims and o's so forget it .

i'm just freaking lazy to update . anything tag aye ?

iloveyou , takecare.

i cant wait for my shoe to arrive , preety soon please :D

i wannna kick kicck people buts:D

2010-08-30T10:18:00.000-07:00

i'm not being rude here cause i treat everyone the same .
and yes , maybe my words was harsh for you .
but think back , yours was way hasrh-er alright?
look and read it back . will talk about it soon .
cause you need to know the truth and i need to know the truth .
sometimes didnt read the name can be pretty bad ?
and oh , i'm pushing my ego off , not because of anything else .
because i hate the way it has been with each other .
not worth it because i'm already done with it .
talk to you soon , i dont show any bad attitude and stuff ,
do give me the same attitude alright? thanks .

2010-08-29T11:13:00.000-07:00

mama promise ! :D

2010-08-29T10:26:00.000-07:00

i miss my sister ):

biler nak go out with me nie ? (((:

few more days and i get to meet you eh , rayeeeee ^^

growing and stop thinking like immature .

yeah , whatever happens and so over , get over it .

i dont know why you could fight just because of a guy .

so not worth it and i'm not gonna entertain .

why read if you dislike it so much eh ? true enough ?

young and old seems so different apart , i like ^^

right now i have someone who will always make me smile .

eventhough the wound is not heal yet .

no matter what gonna happen , you will always stay (:

2010-08-28T11:06:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello , life's so unexpected nowadays .

and i'm seriously lacking of time and that makes me so

stress-up , very .

plus all the stupid stuff that happening in me right now , i hate that .

so fcuk up .

the more i read at her blog , the more mad i am .

but well , i think i shouldnt be cause its so over .

whatever happens , i'm not gonna care anymore .

cause i think i dont gain anything and also lose anything .

so why care right ? haaaa , good luck to you la okay? (:

when things get out of hand , this happens , right now .

well , yeah , i hate whatever happens right now and

what can i say , forget about it and go with the flow .

let nature take it course . i dont want to make any step .

and you , stop lying , i'm not born yesterday .

you are much younger than me , so dont try to lie .

cause no matter how much you lie , i know its only words .

and yes , you , i just hate the way you talk .

but like i said , i dont really care much , its ur life .

but still , dont lie about sumthing to cover up whatever

you had lied before , useless alright?

i wont make any move now.

2010-08-21T12:18:00.000-07:00

i miss the way i look at you and smile .
i miss the way you smile .
and yes , i miss the way i used to smile whenever i see you smile .
and now you love to think negatively , why !!?
haaaaaaa , i make sure i will make you understand what i meant ,
if not hug you ^^
can i cut my frinch bangs again but i'm so scared to go sch like that .
people will say i look like chinese while i say i look like smallkid .
grrr , anw wan , thanks alot for the advice aye , i will sure to remember that.
i'm so stuck with my 9 sides , damn , someone help me please .
i just wanna escape with this 9 sides boleh ?
sumpah , i stress . mane i punya girlfriends? semua ader problem .
boring ahh , monday okay girls , monday !
iloveyou

2010-08-20T12:50:00.000-07:00

this is the main point dont it ?

i know you would want to know .

but me too , would want a chance to explain.

you dont get what i mean and you are seriously just saying
what you think and not what i meant . understand it will ya ?
give people the chances to explain what they meant .
till now , i dont get it . grrr .

just stand there and watch me cry.

2010-08-18T09:15:00.000-07:00

i just dont know why i'm freaking mad when she reacted that way , seriously i dont know why but maybe whatever those girls say's are true . yar , you know why i felt that way . yes , dreaming about you makes my night worth while . having you around is the best thing ever . i always look forward to the days where i got to meet you , that the fact that i cant run away from (:

i dont know why i find you irritaing , hello , i'm just a friend to you why must i care so much ? because i dont like the way you treated me okay ? dont . cause feelings cant be force . and if i like to go there , so wht?

and yes , you should stop contact me , i dont like . while i'm trying my best to let it go , please dont come back anymore . it hurts and i dont wish to hurt anyone. well , i dont like that someone because i have my own reason and my reason have their own evidence kay? and well , i dont care cause i promise myself already , dah la , no use to talk about it kan when it seems useless? tsk!

i dont know why it feel so weird whenever i missed you ,

you should know why , cause you're always the reason why i smile .

you're the reason why i easily calm down .

people , dont think of anything eh , nobody (:

i got something else to write but i guess , let's put it in private blog ,

sister , go there ^^

2010-08-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

i just dont know anymore , can i just let it go .

i dont want this to happen anymore .

i'm sick and tired of it , okay?

being with you eventhought for a few hours ,

makes a difference on my day , lovelovelove .

yok every night sister/gf!

2010-08-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

i love you seh , mane ble buat you unhappy eh ?
tkmo shoot shoot eh laen kali , hug you baru tau ^^
dont pretend to know me when you dont .
i tk suka seh orang macam paham only know me .
lepas tu when i dont entertain you or whatsoever ,
nak pedih2 , then post at ur status saying about me .
dont be merepek can or not ? now if you read this already ,
you can post at ur status kay about me ! :D

2010-08-14T13:19:00.000-07:00

when you said , i love you ,
i replied i love you too !
cause nothing beats it .
and surely i know i made the right steps .
if you think that what you are doing is the
right thing , sorry to say , i dont really care .
cause after what you had done , i dont really
care i have those past.
and if you think you likes it , take it ,
sumpah i dont care . cause i know someone else
better . i dont care , so dont bother to ask me .
kalo dier sendiri tk tau malu nak letak nie semua ,
aku pon tak ! :DDDDD
i dont know why after reading that , i changed my mind .
stupid you! tk suka seh gini , stick smallgirl , stick.
i'm just upset and i'm so stress !

2010-08-13T10:31:00.000-07:00

i miss you , very much .
after meeting you ,
that will be my secrets :D

told you they are the best ,

never could be replace .

and the strongest (:

yes , i may be the only one without any half ,

but eventhought its situated like thatt ,

they are there for me ^^

and the best part is they always support in

whatever decision i make , dont worry alright gfs,

what's gonna happen in my life and stuff ,

you guys will be the first to know okay ?

you guys know my difficulties now .

yayayaya , i'm looking forward to what i expected to do .

somehow , i miss you freaking much.

2010-08-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

haha , yes , swallow the sa reality but yet ,
over it , it is meant to be over so what can you say .
as per normal , i'm forgetting everythings .
cause i know , someone else deserve ,
just like you *Wink.

i;m falling for you now.
how how ? i'm so falling for you now yknow.
night calls is what i have always been eager to have .
cause your voice makes me smile .
and now i know ,
you deserve it(:

fireworks was awesome , walk here and there .
watch fireworks , teperanjat sane sini ^^
then quickly go changi airport have some
swensen , awesome nice . yummmsy .
yok go with me lovelies !
after that went to woodlands and then headed home .
super tired till i dont have the energy to go
meeet someone ^^
okay done ,
now i'm lazy to update my blog already . so...
it wont be updated any sooner okay .
i will still reply all those tag okay ^^
takecare and i'm over it ^^
iloveyou , lovelovelovelove ^^

2010-08-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

well , yes , it is hard to accept this kind of things that happening around .
but well , i dont hate , i am angry . but you dont understand .
and yes , if this statement really concern me and you ,
i let it go and i dont bear grudges with people . and i hate making faces
with people . you dont know and and dont understand my situation
while me dont understand yours too . sorry if i did make you feel i was
talking or bitching about you . but honestly , i didnt .
try to put urself in my shoes , you may not reacted like how i do
but this is me , everyone is different from other people .
easy to say , i will hear from all sides alright ?
i dont jump to conclusion , so you must not too .
thank you .
i hate it when everytime this comes again .

2010-08-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

very .

2010-08-05T09:46:00.000-07:00

after knowing the real things , its not more than anything .
but my trust for you is completely gone , no more for you .
and if you know its the reason , dont try to be 2 faced person
will you? if you know there's sumthing going with us , then
you should ask me why but you never , when you knew you
had done that mistake . girl , this is so unexpected of you .
i gave up and that it . this broke my heart .
and damn , forget it !

2010-08-04T08:02:00.000-07:00

thanks to you guys for being there for me .

my bestest triangle and my bestest sister and gf .

eventhought i know you guys have ur own way ,

it couldnt bring a hole to us .

thanks .

its over . get over it smallgirl .

and hopefully i am as how i used to be .

i miss you , freaking much.

2010-08-03T06:38:00.000-07:00

i find this thing cute . mcm handwritting i seh .

yang burok tu and slunt2 . heee .

tapi anyone miss me? i rindu seh .

babyg aku mane nie? thanks eh kauorg .

aku sayang triangle aku plus straight lines !

me lovelove you babyg :D

i hearts my triangle and straight lines many2 .

kauorg the best .

me lovelovelove you babygirls.

2010-08-02T05:50:00.000-07:00

i'm like freaking happy cause i got my cookies .

and its so yummsy while no one is the house

can eat my cookie and they are freaking mad at

me . i'm not selfish its just self keeping , go buy urself!

and oh , sister , thank you so much for ur tumblr and bloggy .

i freaking love my sister!

no matter how stupid .

and yes , it is stupid .

but its just love.

2010-07-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

reading makes some sense on me . haha . sister sister ,
thanks ah seh . omygosh i'm like happy when yasmin
says my name at radio . wooohoo ! i suka ^^
dah , sad balek .

2010-07-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

i miss you . i miss you . i miss you.

i miss you

2010-07-27T10:25:00.000-07:00

thanks to milly for my bloggy bloogy , thanks alot yeah gf !
okay , first of all this post is specially for her because , she was there
when i needed someone the most and was feeling super down .
yes , i seriously hate this feeling . fcuk much of it . but yet , she was there
to console me , comfort me and yes , be there to support me on whatever
things i have decide for myself . thank you very much !
thanks for trying to make me smile milly and all those sort of candies and stuff .
you make my day and i'm looking forward to meet you tomoro , real excited .
thank you a million time , gf , i'm just so lucky to have you .
yes you , milly mora (:
and for light a wed start , yes , i'm running 2.4 as early as 7 am in the morning .
and that making me so fcuking tired for a school day . i'm so gonna sleep inside the
class and yes , i am so gonna walk during the 2.4 and failed it . and fcuk , run again ,
no way . please dont fail sudah . so wish me luck people (:
and this things is making me down , please .
i just need some zone , this i promised you .
this song makes me cry .
i hate the way it is now

your presence has always been the things i cherish most

2010-07-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

milly , i nak hair nie lagi . that time i bukak , i sedih seh .
cause dier gone missing . tapi i laugh at myself when i open it .
rambut mcm lion oi kembang dier . and i seriously cant have a curl hair .
it look damn ugly on me . gosh .
i miss my school mates like oh so miss . must meet my devil2 gf soon ((:
your presence makes a different .

2010-07-25T06:40:00.001-07:00

how i wish everything turns out differently .

2010-07-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

thanks everyone was the best suprise .

love you guys very much :D
one of my brother is missing ):

sister , bestfriend, girlfriend , babyg,

and my everything (:

thanks and now i am sad ):

2010-07-21T07:38:00.000-07:00

finally , sweet 16 came :DD
i'm waiting for the picha from fea and her fone
is making such a notty problem ((:
last but notleast , i would like to thank to everyone who had wished me for
my sweet 16 and for the cake and also the birthday song .
thank you very much !
i had a blasting sweet 16 ^^

Please Dont Give Me Heart Attack♥

2010-07-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

had a great time spending with my gfs , after sch today .

eventhought i cant eat and was feeling very sick ,

i still have a wonderful time with them , thanks for

spending time gfs , you know , i love you guys very much!

i have been wanting to update my blog very much but i have

a very bust day . very hetic . sch life now was like upside down .

more and more xtra classes , more and more homework .

but somehow i manage to do my homework but always

late on time . damn . work it more smallgirl~

basically , i was really pissed with someone few days back , he seriously

pissed me off . when you want to say sumthing , think before you say ,

think if it makes sense or is it true or not . dont go around and pass

the wrong message cause you guess it differently .

i dont like people go and tell another people who you are close with

and said stuff that would make her hate me , hello , kau batu api eh?

what's your motive of doing that , have feelings for her is it ?

if you have , be brave and tell it , dont win her heart by doing that ,

you are coward to do that , guy . and if you regard me as your friend ,

what's the motive of trying to make me fight with others? ass .

and dont bring parents in kay ? apa maksud kau ckp gitu eh ?

that my parent doesnt know how to bring me up ? please , no one

is perfect but i know what i am doing , i dont have the bad intention at all .

and secondly , please dont be over protective of someone can ?

they got their own life too and you cant control them like its your problem .

i hate that attitude of yours okay , seriously .

i'm excited plus scared to come to sch on wed . haha , funny but that serious.

and gfs , please pity me and free me from wearing those clothes .

please please please .

my mind is away . nights.

2010-07-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

today is her 3 month burfday ! dier da grow ^^

she's extra notty now which i am tired

entertaining her . jump here and there .

i cant watch tv now in peace -.-

what a tiring day .

sch in the morning after that did eng

partner thing and then head home .

eat , sleeep , woke up and had my tuition .

and abg said , " sabar okay . few more months

to go to ur enjoyment . bear with it . endure "
ahhh , thanks for the motivation very much .

buckupbuckup soon smallgirl.

takecare.

you need to know that .

2010-07-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

i was in a very low mood .

i was really upset .

but somehow few minutes ago ,

someone make me smile .

i wonder , why is that so .

sorry , i have been very lazy to update .

soo much things happening ^^

i miss you *unexpected

2010-07-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

i miss you (L)

2010-07-08T08:07:00.000-07:00

yeah , nothing change la kan? :DDD
yes ,i didnt change okay , i grew up .
grew to be mature but not taller .
like snail ^^

i miss someone *giggle
sisters , please dont disturb me!

2010-07-07T22:24:00.000-07:00

currently at sch and in the lab . had to finish up almost half of the coursework part b .
stresss ahh kannnn ((: but afterall , i'm glad it will finish sooner than the dateline so that
i can enjoy my sweet 16 soon ^^
now i dont know what to do anymore and off to fb !
i had been making me smile widely .
i suka i suka ^^
thanks for making the space full .
and i dont expect that :P

maen catching ehhh ?

2010-07-06T06:05:00.000-07:00

i'm so addicted till i read again this book .

counting , its my 4th time reading breaking dawn .

geeesh , i have been sleeping late because of this .

but nevermind , i just love the way the story is (:

fea , bella i , nie you eh ? haha !

cuteeee la youuu .

okay thanks for the help ,

i sayang you .

i owe you a hug kan ? nanti i kasi eh *kiss
hahaha!

i nak hair mcm nie .

should i reborn hair again?

what a tiring day . started of at sch having p.e .

it was fun but yet , i had to do this wardm up and

perot semua da naek , berat sungguh nak lari kan .

tk ble pass , tk ble pass .

no more running for sch , enough for 3 years already (:

after that , funny thing came in , slack around and shit ,

run around the place like mad .

ahhh , thanks to acai , yuri and love .

damnnnn , i am tired after the run , mcm nak baring at that place .

some people are tired enough and they slept while

i felt awakward because all the people we staring while i cant

woke them uo since they look so tired . but i love the day (:

will see how tomoro day comes by , i'm feeling sick ):

iloveyou .

i got the feeling its not a girl ,somehow , are you?

2010-07-04T12:00:00.000-07:00

i miss you (:

2010-07-04T08:21:00.000-07:00

cute sesangat budak nie .

i tengok you soon okay ? (:

never good enough , dont you think ?
i'm just not in the mood now .
i'm sad for no reason .
stupid you.
takecares.

2010-07-04T06:33:00.001-07:00

my all time fav ! but its the end already . ahh rindu !

heeheee ^^

How I Wished I Was That Girl ♥

2010-07-03T10:59:00.000-07:00

eclipse was damn awesome , seriously .

i nak watch lagi ble ? sapa nak tengok ngn i ?

i was like complaning to baby that cerita nie asyik

ader ___ part aje , tapi nie serious . couples pergi ah tengok ^^

this month got alot of great movies , advertisment shows alot of

intresting movies but yet i am so busy this year with studies .

binget , i have to avoid cinema's already but once a month still can kan?

heeee , had tuition today , i'm happy because i understand already .

thanks alotttttt ! ((((: next week another day . hmmm , i miss my fav show ,

3 brothers . nevermind , tomoro will be another one (:

have to buy a few things tomoro . hmmm , where should i go

this monday ? its boring to stay at home . lets plan to go sumwhere .

i'm wondering kenapa dier nk tau sangat eh ?

i promise i will love you from the moment of forever ,

stuck in my head .

janney is my new sisterlove eh ? :P

2010-07-02T04:47:00.000-07:00

hello hello , my blog's look like dead , padahal everyday online eh .

i'm just lazy to blog nowadays , its abit hard to update using fine . heee .

but today i will update becuase of jannneyy .

i have a new sister love now ^^

i didnt know seating with those 2 guys can make me do homework .

now all done already and seriously i cant wait to watch eclipse .

few more hours to go . cepatcepat (L)

jannnney!

cute perr , i post about her , she post about me .

then both curik each other punya gmb , i like !

chatting with this cute plus gorgeous lady , dont sau i am gorgeous laa ,

cause you are more gorgeous than me horr ! :D

she is friendly and she wave at me and smile at me just now !

i suka i suka i suka !

lepas tu ader satu babyg i nie jealous because janney didnt smile at her .

huhu ^^

i used to think that she is the "action" type of person but she thinks i am

that type tooo . bagos eh kita ?

now no more doubt , she friendly tapi shy :D

serupa jeee? ((((:

we'll talk soon okay ? i will smile again , for sure .

wave at me again okay ? haha!

suka dengan sisterlove!

2010-06-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

aku tk suka orang perangai soyal rabak ngn aku .

dont show me attitude okay ? i dont give you bad ways , you

dont give me bad ways . aku tk perangai pon ngn kau , jadi kau bbl

baek2 ngn aku jek la kay? its small matter la kan .

thanks . i'm tired.

2010-06-26T11:29:00.000-07:00

spend the whole day outside . i'm kinda tired now .

but i just cant fall asleep . alot of things is in my mind .

i hope it fades away soon . school starting soon .

gosh , i'm not ready yet . can someone stop the time .

i'm rushing myself to "O" levels . buck up please .

till here , love you .

2010-06-25T11:59:00.000-07:00

i'm so excited to go out tomoro ,

i dont know whyyyy .

please dont cancel ((:

2010-06-23T11:45:00.000-07:00

look at my cheeeek , ohh my , very the tembam ! i tk sukaaaa ):

eventhought the weather ruin the journey , it was still nice .

see the animal , da macam small kid eh aku gy zoo . alaaaa ,

long time jugak tk gy zoo tau :D take take picha and suddenly it rain

very heavy . brother and gf buy raincoat while me and mama was using umberella.

haha , ohh yes , i fold my jeans till my kneees . very the ugly . seriously . tk pernah2

la kan . and so i was the one damn wet :D

tired , fall asleep in car and suddenly reached at tampinese . had my early dinner ,

then eldest brother called to ask me out . so i was telling him that i was very selekeh ,

and so i was told we are eating ice cream . but sumthing comes up , cancel :D

went to abg gf's crib , rest , talk2 , then when i wanted to fall asleep , they shocked me

and went home since eldest brother still wants to go out with me .

reach home around 8 plus , then abg wanted to go out but i want to watch movies at home

so he have to wait . finally , we went out at 11.30 pm , very late ahhh . went to super bowl .

safra , played bowling and then tired and went home ((:

now here i am , trying to upload my picha at fb while it sucks :D

i havent slept enough yet . today slept at 6.30am and wake up at 8 .

awake tilll now . and tomoro meeting babyg, please make me awake okay :D

loveyou lovelies , byeee

2010-06-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

The roses in between of the hero's in my life .

that their line for me , mane2 , roses must be here , roses must be there .

do i get paid for that? haaaa . eventhought our plan was ruin but it was

still sumthing (: so the planned didnt work out , need to do again . nyetnyet .

cmon , look at my hair , i want another photo taking of course . wait till it grow .

okay bye . love you.

2010-06-19T11:15:00.000-07:00

i just hate the way it is now . fcuk!
cut my hair , busy tomoro .
hope that tomoro will make me feel better .
done . think about me ):

2010-06-18T10:41:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for this . heee .

someone gonna be force by me to follow me

watch this . ahhh , obviously you .

anyone wanna go with me ? :D

cute per? heh . ahhh , i'm bored . someone forgetting me .

haha . bye .

2010-06-17T14:48:00.000-07:00

this seriously make my morning . pagi2 , belum tido , belom apa ,

early as 4 am laughing while watching all those coolies making

fun and talking about somebody . jahat or what seh kauorg ?

tapi sesungguhnya i loike seeeing them soooo happy & it makes me

laugh toooo . ahhh , thanks guys for making me a good breakfast

early in the morning :D

i want meeet you guys early in the morning again soon okay , monday yok!

2 kali aku turon naek hari nieee and look nerly 6 and i'm not asleep yet .

their laughter is all in my mind now and i cant sleeeep , thanks :P

yang penting , how sweet ah baby never let me go homeeeeeeeee .

ahhh , i loike ! miss me okay cause i'm gonna be soooo busy starting from

sat :D you wont get to see my face any sooner now . luckly i went down to

seat around with you guys . i will remember this ,

orang pakai baju biru , say... hahahaha :DDD

i dont like 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 :P

should i go down and meet them again or not ? i'm bored la seh .

should i or should not ? hahaha! i cant decide . should i sleep or should i

go down . but i cant sleep but my legs are tired , idk wht i did just now :D

i just love my morning , very much . thankssssss cooolies .

*kisss *kiss

2010-06-17T05:17:00.000-07:00

ahhhh , long time never see you guys ahh . fuhhhhh :DD

1 year already eh salah last year was the last time i saw them .coolies .

and ahmad , kau ckp aku tk grow2 , carik pasal ehh . aku tk pendek tauuuuu!

ahah , burfday aku , ingat ehh . friday!

ahhh hello people :D hair mati sehhh . spilt ends punya banyak . tk suka tuuu .

okay , i was bored and so i meeet my babyg and went around jp with her .

bought some stuff , share some food , water , sweet per :D then after that ,

jumpa nie mamat2 kat atas . okay dah i penat .

and i miss my love .

2010-06-16T00:37:00.000-07:00

awww , sweet or what my sister , she miss me (:

i miss my sister tooooo oi .

smallgirl love syarawr (:

i know but its okay because you miss my brother toooo .

we will meet soooon aye , lets take picha picha sooon .

i got some plans for youuuu , beeep me sister!

and i like youuuuuuu profile , family picha . very cute :DD

today's plan was cancel , ahhh , how mundane . it was raining .

and my outdoor plan was cancel , sort of irratated tooo . so true on

the luck i'm having , very bad day . hahaha :DD but nevermind .

went out with brother and mama onlyyy , spend on certain things

and maybe meeting yuri lerman laterrrrr , i miss my babyg :DD

meeet me sooon babygs !:D

when i'm free , you're not . how baby? haha .

ahmaddddddd is coolies :DD i loike (:

waiting for sat and sun to come fasterrrrrrr pleasse .

iloveyoulove.

2010-06-15T11:03:00.000-07:00

hello hello . like i'm happy becauseeee i spend time with loveeeee today .
and someone is saying me short in fb -.-
i'm bored la kan . tomoro will be going out early in the morning like 7 plus .
but look , its already 2 plus and i'm not asleep yet . grrrr . what to do .
okay , idk what to say already . bye.

2010-06-14T03:13:00.000-07:00

cause now i know why it happen to me .
nyetnyet , nothing much today . will be going out on wed with
brother . sunday photoshoot with family . grrrr~
planplan for movie marathon . yokyok love!
kita spend 5 hours in cinema . hahaha :DDD

2010-06-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

today was mundane because i had nothing to do except to stay at home
and wait for fridge to reach house . stare at the rabbit . watch my fav
korea shows until 8 . then online now and dont know what to do .
my fone was silent today because i dont know what happen :D
and i was hoping that tomoro i will go out because i feel so uneasy and
i am very bored right now . argh , okay :D i just want to go out and walk
around until i felt tired just like friday((:
i'm having bad feelings and i kept dream the things that i doesnt want it to happen.
everything's gonna be okay and i miss you love (:

2010-06-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

happy one month burfday to milky !

hug each other (((:

i find them cute in this picha . hahaha .

brother brother brother :DDD

yesyesyes , my legs are aching due to the walking .

spend time round round the same place and get myself

try the pants . ahhhh , tiring but yes , i still love the day .

a day with the happiness , a day to be remembered .

thanks for accompanying me dearestttttttt!

will return the favour soon okay . i think so .

hahah :DD then meeet another favourite people !

^^ let's go out three people sooon yokkkkkkkkkk :D

i think i will not be keeping it anymore , know it if you still dont know .

i have nothing to kept anymore , i'm moving a simple and easy life .

i treasure the happiness i have now . so yeah . will upload the other picha

some other times i have no more secrets to kept .

i think i will be privating this blog / or wont . if i am privating ,

do give me ur email address if you want me to invite you aye ?

iloveyou.

2010-06-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

movie was full house and so i dd not get to watch it .
its irritating , grrr . will be watching it on sat .
2 more people joining . lets have some fun .
while tomoro , out with love ((:
today is 100610 and i'm so loving you .
heeheee :DD

2010-06-08T04:16:00.000-07:00

class ended early today and i was tired to put my brain into coursework .

so yeah , i left the school and spend time with this 3 guys . haha . it was

funny and its really enjoyable to laugh and laugh and laugh with them .

hairil makes the best stone face :D he is popular and he got his own show :D

went to eat kfc togather and then spent time talking about people . haha .

kauorg suka eh bbl psl orang . haha ((: after that they accompany me to the

nearest _________ . kauorg tau ahhh tu :D and i forget to tell you guys sumthing.

heehee , blg kauorg bsok nyet! went to seat seat near that place . and we change place for

2 times , which idk for what (:

take those picha and finally they make up their mind to turn one whole round for the

bus . sayang kauorg oiiii :D && obviously i get down the bus first . happy2 kauorg

sampai rumahhhhh, bsok plan mcm mana ? text me sooon guysss ! :D

see you guys tomoro and i'm so missing love badly .

tomoro tomoro tomoro ayeeee!

iloveyou(:

2010-06-07T09:54:00.000-07:00

the new family members :D

heeheehee , her burfday will be coming soon .

born on 11may2010 . currently 4 weeks old ((:

hyperactive and she makes me lose weight :D

didnt went to class today as we were feeling lazy

and since i cant finish my coursework last week ,

i did it just now . but still i think its not complete .

get ready kene call from mrs pada ((:

but somehow i think coursework is fun! great to hang out

and do togather with the rest . hee . will miss coursework

structure lesssson :DDDDD

went imm to shop for abg's things . he will be going tomoro .

nyetnyet , somehow i will be missing him (:

but nevermind , he will be home sooon and me , i want some

holidaysssss . i'm not sure what i am suppose to do tomoro .

stress stress stress .

i dont know who should i go with . decide by wed then .

i wanna watch movies .

and love , you need to accompany me on sat :DD

date yok XD

besides that , i am not even feeling anything now ,

i'm glad about it . yey! okayy done .

seeyouaround.

iloveyou:D

2010-06-05T13:43:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello , i'm tired but i dont know why i am not sleeping .
maybe i am curious anf finding out things . told wan about it and he
is saying its bcause i'm mad that he broke the promise . but whatever .
like i said to wan , its not gonna affect me anymore . go to hell about it .
house>woodlands>westcoast>marina>tampinese . 3.30 in the morning.
hows that ? haha , my legs is crying now . got to go to sleep real soon .
if not , they wouldnt let me walk anymore . and i dont know what time
i will be sleeping since i am now still awake when its already 4.50 in the
morning . heehee . someone's asleep . guess too tired to walk around
for like 13 hours eh? XD
i need to go somewhere next sat . finally , someone to accompany me !
thanks alot L ! heee.
okay , got to sleep and have a nice dream . wake up , watch my fav show
if nobody ask me out . hee . i'm just tired to go out . but i need some air .
haha , will be having some funnnn soooon . kan L kan ? (((:
4 more days to go baby !!!
:DDDDDDDDD

2010-06-04T09:28:00.000-07:00

the best bunch of people who makes me laugh .

when i was frust about my coursework .

the one who has been giving me motivation not to give up

when my diet analyser make alot of problem.

they are the one who help me to find the stuff

when i was in need of time .

they are the one who have make structure

lesson become so memorable .

i hearts you guys alot :D

thanks alot wan for helping me in my coursework .

thanks alot for the help and all .

and of course , thanks aizat for helping me

and give me the support .

thanks zulk for answering my question all the while.

thanks faqieh for helping me with all the computer

thingy , and for like entertaing my nonsense and all

the shoes things .

nyetnyet .

thanks wan for drinking my water eh :D

my four great people is the best of all .

like aizat say ,

the braces guy , the dj wannabe and the crazy girl .

thanks guys for making it memorable BUTTTTT ,

i havent finish my coursework at alll .

wah stress , frust! :DD

spent till 7 plus in sch to do the coursework and not done

yet , and teacher's deadline is today , great!

did until 7 plus and then finally went to macd .

spent time with those crazy guys and talking about

soccer plus guys thingy XD

after that meet lovelies people . saw people arguing , kecoh!

awin is super talllll laaa kan :DD

will be going out tomoro i think .

and sunday tooo . and so does next week . so many things gonna

happen , and i dislike certain things . and milly ,

did they tissue kan ? later i give ah , tk cukop mintak you!

i love you gossiper (:

maths lesson was niceeeee yknow :D

happy burfday yuri lerman .

all the best for your future babyg!

iloveyoulovebaby XD